Day 19 - Someone that pesters my mind, good or bad.
When I first got involved in dikir, I was quite wary and cynical about what’s in store for me. I have never liked dikir before and I’ve been quite low-profile since joining MCC in year one. So, I was kind of nervous at first.
And then, I met these girls. I gotta say, they’re quite an remarkable bunch of people. They make me laugh, smile and sometimes, make me want to stab myself for all their lameness. I enjoy myself in their company and I always looked forward to meeting them for trainings. However, I feel like we’ve grown apart recently and I kinda miss seeing them in trainings. As in, the full squad. And that sucks :/
TBH, I have no idea whether I’ll be committing to the girls and dikir once I graduate, or even when I start my attachment. But no matter what, I hope our friendship will stay strong.
To my girls,
I’ve been thinking a lot about you guys and I really miss seeing y’all. I know, most of us are busy - some with FYP, some with attachment and some are already working. I just wish that I could go back to the time last year where everyone was gathered at trainings and enjoying each others’ company. I don’t know about y’all but trainings now seem… different. I hope to see y’all soon. I love you girls.
“You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. You know, school, then college, then work, fuck that. And fuck the air force academy. If I wanna fly, I’ll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest.”—Little Miss Sunshine (via raindropsonredroses)
“That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.”—Drew Barrymore (via raindropsonredroses)
When I was young, I changed my ambitions frequently. I wanted to be a teacher, a vet, a singer, an actor, a nurse and many many more. But as I grow up, I realise that there’s only one person that I want to be. I wanna be a happily-married career woman and also a mother. And I realised that who I want to be is actually you.
You’re a great teacher because despite all the drama and difficulties you face at work, your passion never died down. You’re a patient wife because although dad’s moodswings can be really bad, you’re always there standing by him through and through. You’re a devoted daughter because despite many, many family feuds, you always act impartially as they’re your flesh and blood. And most importantly, you’re an awesome mother because despite all the hurt and disappointment that I have brought to you, you still shower me and brother with unconditional love and support. And for that, I love you, ma.